Im Getting Married

Lol ;p
Not me anyway guys :D

Actually I got a text this afternoon from one of my close friend. She said she wants to get married soon about next October. I kinda thought she was joking but then she is actually telling the truth. SHE"S GETTING MARRIED!!!! Oh :O

I dont know why, this year most of my same-aged friends are in romantic days and married one by one. Starting from my not-so-close friend I just felt 'oh..okay...congrats' and then my close enough friend I became 'what??she's married? Oh..alright..congrats' until my close friend now I got so surprised and became 'WHATTT???? She's getting married??? What about me???' haha..Lol :D

Im happy for them. Dont get me wrong ;p
I just feel something odd in me first. Odd because they are my same aged friends and I still have no serious thought about marriage yet. I dont even want soooo bad about my future husband nor boyfriend. I dont even finish reading 'Lady in Waiting' book :)
And the other feeling is *actually* sad. Why I feel being left? You know.. the feeling when your friends- your close friends are gone one by one. Leaving you alone and alone T.T

Recently when I got this feeling I miss my *future* husband. Wakakakkk.. see.. I actually still believe Im getting married someday. YES! SOMEDAY!!! Sometimes I thought about him and wondering what is he doing. Hihi :p

One of my coworker and has the same age with me told me she has the same situation with me and currently praying for her future husband. Wow... this is it.
I think about him sometimes but never really serious to pray for him :(
Im al little scared to meet him actually :(

Is it the right time? Or it isnt?

I always talk to my students. Sometimes when they are eating they try to play also and I said "Children... there is a time to play and there is a time to eat. And now you all are eating so just eat"
Better words for me I guess, "There is a time to think about him and there is a time to SERIOUSLY pray for him. And now you CAN pray for him"
well.. okay.. noted :)