Yes..
Im failed
I got the notification this afternoon and from the subject of the email I could see I didnt get the chance.
Actually I knew the result already the minute I walked out from the room the day I got interviewed. I sensed all things that came out from my mouth were not god enough to make them sure that Im the one.
I told everyone around me who knew my efforts that it really must be impossible to be accepted. But they always told me about God and His plan and miracle.
I was relieved a little bit. But still not sure...
And here I am. Finally found the result.
Im sad but kinda odd that Im not crying at all about that.
I dont know. Maybe later...
Still I dont know what should I do now. They told me not to giving up. But deep down in me I start to doubt myself honestly. Whether this is actually come from me or Him..
