Time by Time and Day by Day

relationship called friendship is amazing

It can be really affected in our life. How we face the world and realized that having someone other than your family who can be with you, is so relieved.

But sometimes as time goes by that relationship little by little is turning to be cold. And awkward.

Anyway, here is a story about that feeling.

Once upon a time there was an ordinary woman. Sad, lonely and feeling being outcast. And suddenly someone appeared. Different. While the others treated her like a sh*t, that someone talked a lot to her. And then she thought that someone was her friend. Her only friend in that sh*tty place.

Time by time and day by day. People come and people go. They started not talked as often as usual but every time they met that someone always smiling and waving her hand. Sometimes asking what was her up to. And they had small talk.

Time by time and day by day. They started to have no small talk. Just smiling and said hi. She started to feel losing something.

Time by time and day by day she still said hi every time they met and that someone just smiled. If that someone didnt see her, she tried to get closer and said hi.

Time by time and day by day she worked on her stuff and that someone sat next to her also with her stuff. But that someone said nothing. So she tried to speak to that someone but that someone was to busy to talk to others and didnt listen. She tried to said hi when that someone was on the stuff but that someone said nothing. Might be didnt hear well because too busy.

Time by time and day by day, that someone passed her and didnt say anything or even tried to say hi. That someone just walked and she watched her back and realized time has came.

Time by time day by day, she had new friends! They had plan to have fun and suddenly that someone joined them. That someone was one of their friends' friend.

She thought maybe this would be a good beginning. But she knew she was wrong. That someone talked to her but it was just the a very small talk. That someone preferred talking with others.

Time by time and day by day, on the way she got home. She realized that someone has long gone. Meeting new friends and having new life. Like her.

Though it was hurt

It was okay

or at least she would try to be okay as time by time and day by day

--THE END--

for now :')

Memory In Nametag

When I was looking for my letter set *which was at first I plan to reply my snail mail friend's mail* in my box full of stuff, I found these. As a sentimental person, its really hard for me to throw something that I know has story behind it.

For example : nametag

:p

Yes, I know Im kinda silly because oh c'mon its just nametag! But even I am kinda silly its not just a nametag.

These nametags mean a lot to me. It reminds me of the beginning of year in my class. New year *usually starts in July every year) I would have new students so to make it easier to recognize one another we made nametag for them and teachers. Usually we used it for a week. And after a week I was completely recognize their name without nametag. 

Now I didnt at that school, and in my current school we dont use nametag anymore. We have to recognize them as fast as we can.

It would be a lie if I didnt say I miss my former school. I found so many unhappy feeling there but I remember happy feeling much more. And If Im being asked whether I want to go back to that time I'd say NO. I'd rather to leave all of those as memories. Not because Im unhappy. I am happy but sometimes in life we have to choose another path to make us jump to next level in life so we can learn many things and grow wisely.

And I choose that path :)

Tuhan Yang Maha Romantis

Merayakan *cieh* postingan pertama saya di tahun 2017 saya diingatkan akan Tuhan yang bukan hanya Maha Besar, Esa dan penuh kasih. Namun romantis...

Ini gak biasa. Karna di alkitab sendiri gak ada tuh nyebut-nyebut Tuhan romantis. Saya baru mendapat ilham ini juga dari baca buku punya Grace Suryani. Dia bilang Tuhan itu romantis. Apa dan bagaimana Grace mengapa menyebut Tuhan itu romantis silahkan cari sendiri bukunya di toko buku yah :P

Anyway, kemarin malem pas lagi asik-asiknya nonton, saya tiba-tiba pengen makan ayam. Ihh enak banget kayaknya makan ayam yah. Cuman pas liat jam udah jam 8, mikir-mikir keluar atau mau pesan trus tar dianter juga pasti rada lama. Jadinya males. Ya udah bobo

Eh gak taunya besoknya seseorang yang berbaik hati memberi makan siang berupa ayam. Gak sekedar paha ato dada doang. Seayam-ayamnya yang udah dimasak komplit dengan bumbunya dan enakkk bangettt.

Saat saya menerima makanan itu saya berpikir kok bisa ya tiba-tiba saya dapat ayam yang biasanya orang tuh ngasih jarang ngasih apalagi utuh. Kok bisa sih?

kebetulan?

Enggak. Saya langsung keingetan kejadian kemarin pengen sesuatu dan inget artikel Grace. Tuhan itu romantis. Apa yang aku minta sering banget kagak dikasih. Wakakakkk. Sering banget ketunda lamaaaaaa akhirnya baru dikasih. Sering juga dikasih passs banget sesuai dengan waktu dan jumlah yang saya minta. Dan yang ini nihh yang sering saya lupa, seringnya Ia memberikan saya jauhhhhhh lebih baik dari yang saya minta.

Yah ini kan critanya ayam yah. Bisa aja dia ngasih 1 ato 2 potong toh saya juga dah kenyang dan makasih banget. Tapi ini enggak. Dia kasih jauh lebih baik dan lebih mengenyangkan.

Saya berpikir apakah sudah memberikan paling enggak segelintir keromantisan bagiNya???

Ps
Makasih banget loh Bapa. Bahkan lewat ayam pun Engkau hendak mengajariku akan kasihMu. Ajari aku agar lebih mengasihiMu. Amin
Btw kalo ayam pun Bapa kasih. Kira-kira kalau saya minta pacar taon ini, Bapa ngasih enggak yahhh?? Hahahaaa :D