Hard To Be Humble

Today I got so many lessons. And its kinda disappointing :(

It started from a simple wish from me. I guess it was so simple. I've asked and hoped from several months ago but made sure about last week. Please.. please.. please make it happen...

But then reality came and the result was totally different from what I expected. I was so disappointed and angry. Why.. was that a big problem? Can I get something that I want just for now? Why everything looks different but Im in the same situation? I've been through hard time a year so why cant I get what I chose... hiks..hiks..

That's it! The monster named selfishness appeared.
See.. I can not accept what I wish. That moment I got hit so hard about acceptance. I didnt know how to accept is hard enough until today. I guess I always get what I want lately so I forget about things that I cant control by myself.

When I get what I wish all the time, everything would be so natural and ordinary. But when I cant get what I wish, I learn to ask why. Sometimes I can get the answer immediately but sometimes I have no clue at all and that's the time I need to be more humble  and learn step by step to accept. Im not saying Im a superhuman who can be changed in a minute. Nope... Even now its still disappointing. But at least I want to try to make myself to be down to earth.

Its hard. Honestly it does... But then I realize again when I try to learn those things I make my wish again... Wish comes even from bitter things...

Farewell Faithful

So this day has came. Its been a year and time to say goodbye.. :(
Yep.. today is my last day with my students in Faithful Class because this is the end of semester. Tomorrow they will start their long holiday and while the day after tomorrow I will meet their parents to give them their progress report. And then next month maybe we will be meet again but not in the Faithful Class anymore. Because they will go up to the next level and meet their new friends and teachers.

Usually we are- the teachers are also can be changed in any level, so maybe I still have change to meet them again but its not possible all of them in 1 class. My 21 little babies.. ahh..I shouldnt call them babies anymore :p
My 21 little cutie pies :D

my students love to play..everytime they've been asked what have we done today, they will shout happily to say "PLAYING"..hehe..

But when they learn something they can be soooo serious too :)

and they really love water..

sometimes we have outing

ohh..they can act too! :)

with their unlimited imagination...

do you think they are sleeping? nope :p they just close their eyes for awhile and then they start to move around again.. they have lots of energy by the way :)

they can be smile :)

they can be laugh :D

and sometimes they can be cry too :(

But this year is totally wonderful  :')
I can see innocent, imagination, good laugh, imperfection, growing, friendship, cuteness, chattering, fighting, warm hug, sharing, surprised kiss, and so on.
I wont forget these kids :)

Faithful class.. please grow healthily, happily and faithfully. Hope to see you again :)

today's last taken pic in our class.. arent, they cute?