Behind That Smiling Face

Im trying to hide my pain
and I choose to scream in my heart for the unfair things I've already seen
I laugh but I know something is broken deep down
I keep asking why
but it seems like I already know the answer

I remember someone said,
'smiling doesnt always mean Im okay, but I try to be okay'

That's true. Cause I try really hard to be okay right now...