December

So.. here comes December. Finally..
I feel happy but the other side Im sad.

Im happy cause I will celebrate Christmas. And next Sunday would be the first week to celebrate Pre-Christmas in my chruch.
Christmas is always something special to me :)

And...

Im sad cause I know I still dont do something that I should do yet. I've been prepared this for almost 2 years and I always have some reasons to make myself backward.
And the worst thing is, I keep try but in the middle I have lost and gave up... :'(

As I see the calender and clock is ticking, I know I almost run of time...

Im wondering for something...
Hoping for something...